Wednesday, November 29, 2006

Grasping

I should have taken advantage of what I had
when I had it
because I don't anymore.
Why didn't I ask for one more hug?
Why didn't I go ahead and call and try to chat on the phone?
I want these things now
but all I have are the memories.
Why didn't I take the front seat without being forced to do so?
Why didn't I sit by you more in general?
I missed out.
And now I can't get it back.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

i suppose the memories and the regrets are the hardest thing sometimes. i wish i could tell you just to block them from your mind, but that would be pretty useless. just know that i love you Sica!