Thursday, September 13, 2007

My Schedule is Messing with my Head

I have had so much free time here lately. Several classes canceled, All College Hike, not a lot of homework, and homework that is not due until Tuesday/Wednesday next week makes for a very uneventful week. I have had so much excess time. I don't think I like it.

Partially, I have this awful feeling of stress; as though I should have been doing something, but have just been putting it off; as though I am going to regret all this not doing work. Partially, there's just no one around a lot. And when they are around, I don't know what to do, or they're busy.

Ugh. I just want my schedule to be normal and busy and awful again. Then, things will feel right. That probably isn't good.

2 comments:

fake said...

You should use the time to read stuff that you want to read. That's assuming that you have stuff that you want to read.

Jess said...

Yeah, I should. Except, I only brought 1 of those books to school since I typically do not have time for books. And I haven't been in the right mood to read it. I should've borrowed some books.